Sunday, September 19, 2010

He asked me again...

I have lost count on how many times he has popped the question.

"Let's go steady."

And I always change the topic with some inane comment like, "Do you think I need liposuction?" or "That day, I saw maggots crawling out of a patient's wound."

I am just lost. This feels like a crossroad, or somewhere the road diverges. Where I need to pick a direction. Or otherwise?

As irresponsible as this sounds, I am pretty contented at how things are between him and I right now. We are "undefined/it's complicated"??? We talk a lot about our days. We laugh at the same things (and the same people)... I think he gets me better than I do myself. (But that is pretty intimidating!) Things are further compounded by the fact that he works in the same hospital, at times.

Oh yeah, if you must know, the sex is awesome!

"No pressure. Take all the time you need."

Maybe sarcasm? I don't know. I guess I am just not ready to commit, not just yet.

But what is this warm-fuzzy-butterflies-feeling in my tummy everytime he smiles at me? Something I thought I would never feel again.

Thursday, September 09, 2010


Today, he just called me "Dear?" in public!!!



Saturday, September 04, 2010

A Teenage Dream?

So yeah, last Sunday was supposed to be the last day of my end-of-4th-year break.

I had spent all night out with the bros, oh well doing what bestbuds from high school do when they meet, so yes, drunk.

Imagine how pissed I was woken up by a phone call at 8.00 a.m. ARGH what the *fish!

"Hey I just landed at the Penang Airport. Come pick me up and let's go for breakfast?"

It was the Oncologist.

Being the awesome host I am *cough cough*, I picked him and we drove off into the beautiful sunny morning in the Pearl of the Orient. *cough cough again*

"I came over cos I didn't want you to drive the long stretch back to KL alone."

Awwwwww.... Corny yes but awww!

Haha so the whole morning was stuffing our faces silly with the best Penang hawker food can offer (or rather my favourite spots!)

And yes, the very long drive on the North-South Expressway didn't feel so long with quality company! ;P

LOL I gotta say it was pretty hilarious really, having him sing along to Taylor Swift, Katy Perry and Rihanna with much gusto!

I can feel my walls coming down already :)

Wednesday, September 01, 2010