dilemma

how does one choose between the following two to spend the weekend off with?

the (almost) BF

who i havent seen for a week, oh yes he is sweet to drive to this little secluded town weekly for our time together, but darn it feels like forever

or

the BFF (best faggoty friend)

well, 4 months is forever!!!

?????

muaks!

with you in my life, i no longer feel alone anymore.

:)